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Sunday, July 31, 2005
Well... despite the tots of breaking my emotional barrier towards SOW, it's not as easy as i tot... once i stepped into it, i reverted back to my usual self... ya... keeping quiet... not taking initiative to speak to others lor... really thankful that Si Ling is with me ya... if not i would have really been a lost soul. As for orientation... 1st day i was feeling kinda sian la... but 2nd and 3rd day was better... cos started to know my OG mates better and got mix with them abit la... Regarding fright night... i was like so totally freaked out... esp at the 1st station... luckily i've like got 2 guys with me... n i grab their wrists so tightly without realising lo... so poor them... luckily 2nd n 3rd station not as frightening, but i still grabbed on to their hands most of the time, too scared to let go alr. Yest was the day we could go home... too bad it rained b4 we could complete our games... cos the inter-house games yesterday was fun... looking forward to the last game where we can throw water bombs and use water guns... tat will be postponed to sentosa day. After packing up, Si Ling and I went to meet up with sheen, ah lan, xue ling and toot... went jurong pt to eat... but toot having headache so she went home 1st... ate pizza... then reached home abt 4 plus ba... after which i unpack, bathe and start worrying abt the modules thingy like shit... cos i scared the modules i want would be too popular and i can't get... or the modules i want have clashes with my chem mods, cannot take too... or they are not offered in sem 1... so sian lor... spent like alot of time in front of the com... So basically now i'm just worrying abt alot of thingys... i may appear to be ok outside, but inside me... i'm freaking out! Lost soul buried her memories on
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